October 10, 1976 - January 30, 2018
Friday, December 16, 2022 10:59 PM
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Friday, December 16, 2022 10:06 PM
I miss you everyday and think of you often. At 27 years old I realize I still need my mom and still needed my mom at 22. I wish I could call you about so many things. I wish I could have shared the experience of becoming a mom with you. I would tell you that I understand. I understand how raising kids is a completely overwhelming, selfless and exhausting job. I understand the sacrifice that you made each and everyday for Brianna and I. It pains me to think that you will never meet my children. I have two now. My son, Colton James and my daughter, Faye Bethany. We named her after you, mom. You were the one person I always knew I could turn to. The one person who could love me unconditionally. I only hope to let my kids know how much I love them, to be the best mom I can be. I know I feel that strongly about motherhood because of you. I had the best example possible. You were the most nurturing, loving, and caring mom I could have asked for. I also knew you would stand behind me in any dilemma, that you’d tell me everything would be okay. Almost 5 years later and I have not recovered from losing you. I have a permanent hole in my heart that cannot be replaced, no matter how hard I try. I will always need my mom. I will always need you. Some days it hits me that I will never be able to speak to you again. I will never make another memory with you. As the years pass I forget so many things. I have to think a little harder to hear your voice or laugh. I get memories on Facebook that I am only reminded of in that very moment. It scares me to think that this will just continue. One day, I will be an old woman who has not hugged her mom in 50 years. My life changed in so many ways the day you left us. It has never been the same and it will never be the same. I love and miss you everyday and will continue to do so. ??
Thursday, January 30, 2020 5:16 PM
It’s been 2 years doesn’t seem that long then other days forever.
I feel like I’m trying to keep your memory alive in doing and acting ways that you would want, you are on my mind each and every day, I find little things remind me of you and I’m thankful for that.
I had an jar of olives minus the juice the other day in the refrigerator....immediately Ted and I said Bethany!! It was good to laugh.
I love and miss you!
Love you more!!
Wednesday, December 25, 2019 11:54 AM
Forgot to mention Happy Birthday to my dad your Grandpa Joe 12/25/25-02/14/1987
Love you Dad hug Bethany for me
Jacqueline Walker (Lake Luzerne, NY)
Wednesday, December 25, 2019 11:49 AM
Merry Christmas Bethany,
Just thinking of you and all the fun you had when you were little on Christmas with Grandma and grandpa and the whole family together...they loved you so much. I have some really good phots of you at Christmas. I promise I will try to get them out this coming year and put them on your photo gallery, it’s still very hard to look at pictures of you when you were so young and not a care in the world. I pray that is the way it is now for you. Free of pain and hurt and feelings of loneliness from the people you loved so much including me. It’s so hard to think that two years ago right now how bad you were hurting and being hurt. Id give anything to be able to go backwards in time to be with you again.
Merry Christmas my beautiful angel. Please send me a sign it’s been awhile.
All my love!
Jacqueline Walker (Lake Luzerne, NY)
Wednesday, October 16, 2019 10:16 AM
Happy Birthday beautiful Bethany, You are and will always be missed by so many people. I love you and wish I could hug you. For now I will forever hold you in my heart.
Janet Richards (West Warwick, RI)
Wednesday, October 16, 2019 12:57 AM
Francois Foster (Detroit, MI)
Wednesday, May 01, 2019 2:20 PM
you came to me in a dream last night! You have been leaving me pennies every where I go. I love that you do that, but don’t need reminders of you, I miss you everyday. I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you when you needed me. I have a lot of regrets I love and miss you always...love you more...how I miss that...
Friday, February 22, 2019 6:46 PM
Just got an email it was time to renew this site. Has it almost been a year? Some days feels like yesterday. I’m leaving for Florida in the morning. Last time I was there we talked while I walked on the beach, told you I loved you and sent you a video of the ocean then said I be out to see you when I got home. You were gone three days later. If you could have only seen into the future, how life could have been and how things turned out you would have been here. I miss you everyday, I’ll see you on the beach in my heart.
Auntie Jacquie (Lake Luzerne, NY)
Wednesday, October 10, 2018 7:23 AM
Happy 1st Birthday in Heaven,
Auntie Jacquie Walker (Lake Luzerne, NY)